2005-07-02 / 6:50 p.m.


Yep so I weighed today...last time I weighed at work I was 9 pounds heavier. Amazing I tell you. Ah the upside to depression, the freakish weight drops. Is it sad that everything in my life reminds me of him? The packed boxes obviously, but my stupid wow desktop theme, and my bed that i havent slept in since that night. Its sad. I feel lost, I know I have to get an apartment soon, and all that but I dont want to. I just want to sit and keep hoping that I'll wake up. I cant even get mad, while everyone else is creatively planning his death, I just sit and cry.

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