2005-07-09 / 2:36 p.m.


I cant beleive he didnt even say goodbye. Everyone tries to help, Liz got me the sweetest basket filled with booze, and chocolate and a movie trying to make me feel better, Blake called me 20 times to sing to me and tell me how amazing I am, my mom wants me to come stay with my parents for a week till I feel better. I do appreciate everything, especially liz, but how do you tell people you dont feel better? If Blake were right I'd be packing for my move right now. Its like a death, part of me has died. 13 lbs now. Thats my total lost. Its easy to lose wait when food makes you want to vomit. Its hard losing a boyfriend and a best friend.

cabbages and kings