2005-07-13 / 6:41 a.m.


Well I went looking at apartments yesterday. I found a really cheap one I'll probably take, because I still am trying to pay off my debt. This year has helped, I got rid of one credit card, 2 more to go. Honestly I dont want to move. I just want to stay holed up where I feel comfortable. I know everyone thinks I should be getting better, but I'm not. I cried and cried yesterday, becuase I want to be moving to nebraska not bedford. Mu mom isnt heloping, she actually hung up on me becuase I was upset. Obviously this is all about her, and I need to get over it and remember that.

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