2005-07-02 / 12:15 a.m.


Apparently anorexia isnt that difficult, not eating for 48 hours was simple, picking at the food daniel made me get tonight only made me the sickest I've been in a long time. I think its back to not eating. I dont think that I will ever be ok again. The worst part is all the pity. I dont need it. What a surprise the guy I loved left me, now leave me be so I can sit and cry. Really I mean that. I know it sounds stupid and pathetic to say that, but its true. They say there is only one person out ther for you, what do you do when he leaves?

cabbages and kings